Tuesday, May 13, 2008

This weekend

This weekend is promising to be a fun-filled drunken bash of celebrating one of my BFF's 30th. Our itinerary is to show SF how its done. Fag hag style. I'm still coming to terms with the fact that I'm going to Costa Rica in month. Things are really good for me right now. I really like my job, I like this area, I still don't really have any friends yet, but everything else is great. I've also decided that I really like my friend's brother. He is as sweet as a cookie, and I enjoy when he comes home and I put my legs on him and we talk about our day. Its what I look forward to every day. I am anticipating a horrible break up however, because thats how these things always are for me.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Hello Again!

Inspired by the fact that my favorite blogger is blogging again, I decided I too would blog again. And quite frankly my dear readers, I've been silent because I've been wrestling with some of my own thinking. It turns out I'm still "with" my friend's brother. My friend doesn't know and I think she's given up asking about us. Here's the rub. He is the sweetest guy ever to me. He makes me breakfast, he does everything I always wanted a man to do for me. He absolutely adores me. He cares about me and thinks I'm wonderful and sexy and wants to spend all his time with me. He makes me laugh and he's that perfect mix of asshole and sweetness that I like. Awesome right? Well, he's blue collar. He's not a fan of where he is in life, since he just got of the Navy, and does want to go to school and start his own business someday. So, its not like he's happily blue collar. I just can't help thinking that I really wanted someone who was white collar. But the fact that he treats me real nice counts for a lot in my book too. A really close friend of mine who visited me recently saw us together and said it was the happiest he ever saw me. I think I've resigned myself to take the "wait and see" approach. I mean I don't want to be an elitist like Obama, but I'm not going to lie and say that it bothers me that he didn't go to college. I don't know if its about income, I think its an education thing for me. So that's the update.

P.S. Still have hope in you Hillary, I got you girl!