Thursday, February 14, 2008

Work, Mexico City, and Broken Hearts

I've been so busy, I haven't had time to think. I'm not used to working this hard, my brain is starting to hurt. I booked my company paid flight and hotel for Mexico City today. I'll be staying in the Habita, a boutique hotel in Polanco, which is where I'll be for the testing. I extended my stay for two more days so I can get a chance to see the city before I come back. I'm planning a few things, but I'm slightly nervous about the taxi situation, I don't want to be kidnapped. Or do I?

Anyhow, today is Valentine's day, and for some odd reason I didn't get that nagging annoyance I usually get every year on this day. In fact, I barely noticed it was any occasion at all, if it wasn't for the annoying forward texts, it would have slipped my mind completely. I had planned on making broken hearted sugar cookies, but I was up late working last night, and didn't have a chance to bake.

I finally came to a conclusion in regards to the co-worker. I went to lunch with him yesterday. I'm completely attracted to him, we laugh and stuff. But, there's just nothing there. I like being around him, but it just feels like there's no way we can relate on any other level. I don't know if this is because the boundaries were set up this way, but it is what it is. He's clearly still torn up over the ex-girlfriend, and that comes up often. But, when we talk its like we're friends. So I decided I'm definitely going to fuck him. I was holding back because I was worried about what he would think of me and then I decided, "Who cares what he thinks of me". There's nothing really there anyway except a whole lot of attraction. I'll keep you posted.


Anonymous said...

um, i actually took time out of my day to construct a specific text. it wasn't a random forward, so your ass better not be referring to me.

and im glad you have decided to fuck the co-worker. that was my suggestion all along. you go with your bad self.

cherie said...

Yeah, wasn't talking about you sugar. And yeah, I'm going to do it, just don't know if it will be this time or next time.