I've been so busy, I haven't had time to think. I'm not used to working this hard, my brain is starting to hurt. I booked my company paid flight and hotel for Mexico City today. I'll be staying in the Habita, a boutique hotel in Polanco, which is where I'll be for the testing. I extended my stay for two more days so I can get a chance to see the city before I come back. I'm planning a few things, but I'm slightly nervous about the taxi situation, I don't want to be kidnapped. Or do I?
Anyhow, today is Valentine's day, and for some odd reason I didn't get that nagging annoyance I usually get every year on this day. In fact, I barely noticed it was any occasion at all, if it wasn't for the annoying forward texts, it would have slipped my mind completely. I had planned on making broken hearted sugar cookies, but I was up late working last night, and didn't have a chance to bake.
I finally came to a conclusion in regards to the co-worker. I went to lunch with him yesterday. I'm completely attracted to him, we laugh and stuff. But, there's just nothing there. I like being around him, but it just feels like there's no way we can relate on any other level. I don't know if this is because the boundaries were set up this way, but it is what it is. He's clearly still torn up over the ex-girlfriend, and that comes up often. But, when we talk its like we're friends. So I decided I'm definitely going to fuck him. I was holding back because I was worried about what he would think of me and then I decided, "Who cares what he thinks of me". There's nothing really there anyway except a whole lot of attraction. I'll keep you posted.